Dear members and friends,
I came here to express my sorrow & regrets for my previous behavior that caused many tension disputes, hurting a friendship and childish behaviour. Its been awhile since my last time here so there are several things to refer about in this topic. When I had a chance to look through my past in the history archives, I felt horrified the way how I'd acted and couldn't stop thinking about my past action honestly after reading it once again. I had showed true class of immaturity, childish behaviour which i do not intend to look back at it again and i know this wasn't my true-self behavior in real life. So i deeply apologise if anyone thinks i am bad person for what i did in the past.
There are some events i needed to recall about, firstly to KernowPilgrim; You are a very nice person no doubt about it, i have written this topic for you because i have concerns for you if you are still affected & traumatized from our dispute, when things didn't go our way which caused many arguments, i just wanted to come by and apologise to you in public for things i said to you which were hurtful and also not being myself back then. I hope you will forget these disputes between us and manage to cover the dark holes and memories underneath ourselves from pain and guilt.
Secondly, to all members & friends here, I also wanted to apologise for using offensive terminology that described your clan that may offended you in the past which led to loss of friendship.
Finally, regarding about re-joining to ATS back then, there was some misunderstanding in this case. Honestly I'd took the blame for Kernow as my excuse for leaving your clan, everything was based on my decision finishing my jk2 career where I'd started my clan where i was trained and enjoyed most of my time so it was my choice. Therefore there was no Outcast's manipulation related in that incident, I'd took Kernow blame as a lie to leave this clan and I'd treated myself as a bad person which i had enormous guilt to live with from then to now.
I came here to do my unfinished business and hope that you can understand what I'm trying to express and willing forgive me for the trouble I had caused from the past in your clan. My jk2 career is over and i have finally said my last words so i can finally move on with university studies.
Your sincerely Chelsea,